Important learner's mind

Now I realized something. Maybe the most important thing in my life. I need to really improve what I'm doing. In order to do so I really tire to learn something. In order to do so I really try to write something int brain. I need to do it.

For instance, I found the reason why I have not mastered English yet. It is because although I try very hard to expose myself to English, I never have try make it mine. Which means, I did not try hard enough to have the language in the core of my brain. 

If I has mastered it, I could have learned Chibese or Japanese and even mastered it. 

Let's try harder. Form knowledge in my brain. Visualize them. Make it yours. They are all yours. Take them. 

You got this. 

You are very close. 

Transfer Student

What will happen if someone transfers to another school? Will it be better for her or worse?

I am transferring to another school from this fall. It was a big decision for me as I love my friends at the previous school. But I chose to step forward because you will never know what is out there unless you personally try to find out about it.

We have only one chance to do something. This moment does not come back. That is why we have to do our best, cherish every moment in our lives. I know it is difficult especially when bad things happen.

Transferring can be overwhelming to some people. You have got to say good bye to your friends, professors, and other acquaintances. You will most definitely see them again in the future no matter where you go, so do not forget to make a good impression even though you are leaving. You will have to say hello to all the new people at the new school. This part maybe easy. It may be difficult for you to be accepted by the students who were already studying at the new one. Don't panic. Just be yourself and be gentle and nice to other people. They will notice that you are just like one of them.

People are sometime too cliquey to be friends with. They will know the importance of being nice to other people when they actually encounter situations at a work place.

Every day is a new day. Live to the fullest. Don't regret yesterday. Step by step make progress.
You can do this.
Cheers!

Love ends

When love ends, it ends. Have you ever resuscitate your love in your life? I haven't, sadly. Recently my love ended when we decided not to see each other anymore. It hurt. It was not my first time being in love, but the pain didn't change -- instead it got worse. 

The motivation that makes me do something was gone for good. My arms and legs are too lazy to go out side to provide my nose with fresh air. 

I just want to be alone. I know it will go away soon but for now I want to grieve for what I had with her. 

It's gonna be alright. 

Externship interview

An externship opportunity is coming towards me. I will have a telephone interview with a firm tomorrow. I am very excited!

Externship is similar to internship except that it happens during the semester and you are paying for it. You earn credits instead of getting paid. An upside is you can gain valuable experiences and connections, but you are working for free and even paying for it. 

However, I am very excited about this interview because the firm is where I want to be. I am sure that the place will be a living teacher for me. 

I heard I can survive in the U.S. even if I don't have anything but passion. I am passionate and I want to succeed!

We got this. 

Don't give up. 

Friends

Friends are one of the most important things in my life. I cannot live without them, nor can I succeed in this battle ground. They are the people who always give supports no matter how my life is miserable. I love them.

Recently I had a great time with my friend. We went to the MET, saw beautiful arts and sculptures, and took a lot of pictures. I like him, who has supported my goals and dreams no matter how ridiculous they were.

Can you imagine a world without an ally? It is important that you find a right person to be friends with and support her/him as mush as you would like to be supported. Interests aside, you've gotta find someone really cares about you.

I was very lucky to find this guy in New York, where lonely people pretend to be too busy to have an actually interpersonal activities while doing Facebook, Tinder, etc. and while spending times with their pets.

You can find friends. Don't worry.

Move out

In New York, many students have to move at least a few times. The rent is so high that I couldn't get a room big enough for me to put a bed and a desk. I just bought a matress to sleep on because I didn't want to spend too much money on things which I eventually will have to throw away.

It is small but it feels good to have my own place only for myself.